Lately my consciousness towards the essence of my existence heightened as the reality of fulfillment seems to be trapped within elements of confusion and uncertainty. Everything seems to point that the only way to be sane is to display madness, love cant thrive without hatred and there will always be pain regardless of the joy that comes after or before it. I tried to rationalize the reason for all this and sometimes i find succor in placing it as the signs of the end times but cant hold the conviction for a breath away before another evidently informs me that it has always been this way but manifests itself in different forms.
Prescription from the books of men are battling with that of the holy books, in your eyes you see even the clergy adopt heathen methods with the excuse of doing "Gods" work properly as seen in all religious doctrines. I was once amidst my Muslim friends who condemned a blasphemous act of a needy and greedy imam who abandoned his praying mat to pursue a a passing philanthropist in order not to loose his chance of getting something. One, although in condemnation of the act joked that he must have thought that his prayers has been answered before his eyes so why not grab it? ...hmm!
I see it as the occasional manifestation of the true nature of man to visibly secure what he needs to survive first before any means and later goes back to God and seek redemption for his corrupt soul. Many will argue and swear thunder and brimstone but before you finish reading this article they would have committed the same crime but from a different angle and start to compare the gravity of what they committed against that of another man as a means to determine who is closest to God.
For survival, man has made manuals that suits his own world even though some of its crucial teachings contradicts that which his religious book mandates, thus the need for mind manipulative books formed from select real life experiences .You'll find fascinating information in books like 48 laws of power, Art of war, Art of deception and the likes, The only time we really seek our creator is when we are lost or helpless in the matrix . A school of thought informs that the reason for all this is the manifestation of an agenda championed by conspiracy theories which seeks to win a war between Good and evil and bring end to mankind and I'm like "I'm getting you"
A naturally inquisitive soul such as mine who seeks the truth with an independent mind towards how it is being told; will always wonder despite all the knowledge man has dug to guide his path, he still follows a certain pattern of living regardless of his geographical location or indigenous orientation, the confusion caused by various influences has led many astray and a large worrisome number has no clue whatsoever as the case may be.
I hereby pause to inquire from history who as a matter of natural design has a way of telling the truth,
i discovered that King Solomon was right for it makes no sense at all trying to figure out what it really is, for every attempt leads to an ominous abysmal confusion which has led many to madness or the total loss of faith. In the end...we all die, Yes you will die and so will i, every means we adopt to get to an end might be justified or not but whichever way we choose to live doesn't change the fact. All the knowledge of kings and wisdom of the prophets will all go back to where we came from, everything, i mean everything is noting but ''Food for the ground''.
Picture Source : Dust to dust by Caitlin Kozman National Museum of Australia - www.nma.gov.au

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